唉

真的做错了决定。
明知是一个陷阱，扁扁还要插只脚下去，真不知好歹！

Going back in few days time...

from now, i will still have less than 72 hours to be in my hometown, of course for this year la..
but is it a good thing?? i guess it is.
am i happy?? actually i dont know. certainly, i am not unhappy.
compared to last holidays, this holidays is not that memorable. or... i have been expecting too much for this holidays???who konws???i think God knows.
tomorrow have to make decision again...a tough one for me..should i be staying at home waiting for call to go out????or should i be going out with family??? would i be regret after making a decision....i have been so speechless during dinner....but i still have to face it, still have to make a decision....may be i should have a good night sleep 1st??
how good it is, if tomorrow i will be leaving. at least i dont have to choose where to go, where not to go..whom to be with and whom not to be with.....OR....all together going te smae place, doing the same thing....then no need to decide...hahaha, but this only will be in dream...
Haiz.....Merdeka...Merdeka.....Merdeka......be honest, i am not that patriotic.. None of my business at all...i am not proud of it at all living in an unfair condition.....